GUILTY AM I

Why won't you notice me, just as I am?

Asking so little, the least that I can

Unable to touch you, I watch you go by

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Romance survives in my thoughts day by day

Fantasy fuels these dream, frisky we play

The feel of your body, I reach for with mine

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Share this truth with you? I dare not reveal

Disclosure to risky. What if you appeal?

Your response somehow pleasing and very spry

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Though hangups between us, courageous we hold

Confiding our pleasures, vulnerably bold

Sexual Congress, expressed and denied

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Approaching with hesitance, you turn awkwardly

Now then, I'm certain you're going to flee

How well I know you, I've come to realize

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Sometimes, on your terms, you heed my request

You selfishly love me. Love? Surely I jest.

You slip through my fingers, unknowing why.

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

Skeptically rational, I've settled with this

The journey I travel is not total bliss

Expect this, Except that; sometimes I cry

~ Of loving you too much, Guilty am I.

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